Last Sunday’s event during our morning service will go down as one that no one in attendance will soon forget, though I can’t remember it myself!
I was about 15 minutes into my teaching when I had a serious memory loss. While I didn’t lose my ability to function, I couldn’t figure out where I was in my notes. I started repeating myself, finally stopping to pray, then asking Pastor Jim to come up to help me. After several minutes of discussion, they prayed for me and ushered me off the stage.
My first vague memory of the event is in my office about 30 minutes afterward, answering questions but not remembering the date, my teaching topic, or what I did the day before. I was taken to Goshen Hospital where my memory gradually returned until I remembered everything except for the event itself. (Watching it later on the DVD was a bit weird but answered a lot of my questions as to how I acted. I was so proud to see our leaders doing such an awesome job of leading and caring for the church the remainder of the service.)
I spent the night at the hospital, and was given a battery of exams the next day, including an MRI and echocardiogram. Everything came back with good reports, so I was sent home Monday evening.
Grandkid therapy is the best!
Ice cream is a great healer.
While at first it was feared I had a mini-stroke, the doctors concluded that I had Transient Global Amnesia (TGA). Fortunately, these are rare and benign events that typically don’t recur nor indicate any other malady or danger. The main characteristic is the person is unable to form new memory. Whatever they do during the episode is forgotten in a few minutes. After a couple hours it is over, and memory is restored except for anything that transpired during the TGA. The cause of them is not clear.
Today I’m fine, except for some raw emotions and tiring more easily, which are typical aftereffects. I have assumed a reduced schedule for a while until I get back to full strength.
Pastor Jim called a church-wide prayer meeting for last Wednesday which was very dynamic and well attended. God is already using my experience to rally the church and give us more passion for Him and the future of our church. We are determined not to let the Enemy distract us from God’s future for me or the church.
While this ranks right at the top of the list of scary events for me, I am super grateful to God and our church for the outpouring of love, care, and support I received.
Thanks to each of you who prayed for me, sent cards, and expressed your appreciation. Let's go after all God has for us to extend His Kingdom!